Monday, May 30, 2011

our divine intervention


isn't it funny when things are right under your nose but you can't quite see them?
when you can almost taste it... buuuuuut you still can't figure out. 
then you finally see it! its a hip hip hooray moment!

this past week has been just like that.

yesterday, Blake was presented with some amazing opportunities that only God could bring forth. and today, we received the keys to our new apartment!
it is perfect. there probably could not be anything better for the two of us. 
it's small, but perfect. unique, but not weird. pretty much just great.

but for a long time finances have been such a trigger for problems lately. with me out of a full time job for a few months now, and Blake working so far away, it has been a cliche uphill battle. a brutal cliche. but just like a roller coaster, when you are going higher and higher and more straight up to the sky than you thought was humanly possible, those nasty feeling in the pit of your stomach comes and the thoughts of "i am going to die get me off of this. why did i say yes" start rolling through your head, then all of a sudden you hear the last click of the track..... then wee! smooth sailing and joy from then on :)

our trip out to sea is starting to get a bit calmer. definitely sunny skies and lovely breezes from here on out for this season!

thank you Lord, for your divine intervention on our lives.



Monday, May 2, 2011

dreamz.

saltines are my life these days. i just wanna feel better already.

and to make matters worse, i had a dream where i just got out of the shower and i just brushed my wet hair, and it magically blowdried itself, curled a perfect wave, and my make up was somehow done to perfection.

then i woke up to myself in the mirror. with saltine crumbs on my shirt.

sigh